Monday, September 11, 2023

I had my CPAP appointment this morning and I had Pat come along as I was afraid I wouldn’t understand how to operate the machine. The technician was really good and before we even talked about a machine she went through the results of the test I had done in February. I definitely have a mild case in three of the areas that they monitor but I am beyond the normal range. Seriously, they needed a test to know I wasn’t normal!

The machine is quite compact and most of it can be kept in one piece except for cleaning. When we got home from the appointment we got it set up in the bedroom and the distilled water stored in the bathroom. We did a test of how it will feel when I sleep and I think I’ll be okay. The best news was that with the type of mask I have I can breathe through either my nose or my mouth. I made notes as to how to put it on at night, how and what to remove if I get up to the bathroom in the night, and how to disconnect and turn the machine off in the morning. I’m sure it will become quite routine after a week or so but I’m a bit nervous for right now.

There is a lot of cleaning involved on a daily, weekly, and monthly schedule. I’ll also receive some replacement equipment every year.

I wonder if I should go to bed early tonight while I still remember what I’m supposed to be doing? I also wonder if I don’t sleep well is it is because this isn’t working or because I’m nervous about it.

I’ll let you know tomorrow.

Sunday, September 10, 2023

Sunday is my day to clear my desk of paperwork and there was a lot to do today. I thought I was making great progress until I realized I’d moved on to clearing the rest of the room before I had gone through and dealt with all my e-mail. I had some updates to do on my website and I’ve got a pile of things that need to go to someone else at some time in the near future. There was no Hall accounting to do today but I worked on the form I volunteered to update for the Guild.

When I finished all I needed to do at the computer I quilted the last card. I thought I would clear off my cutting table but when I saw the stack of fabric that needed to be sorted out I decided that could wait for another day. I got all the new fabric from yesterday into the laundry so I’ll have lots of pressing to do the next time I spend some time upstairs.

This afternoon I stitched down the binding on both cards so they’ll be ready for the mail as soon as I take some photos and put them up on my website.

We’re off to a concert at the Hall tonight. This is the first time in a long time that we’ve been there together – and only the second time that I’ve been there and not had to work. I will be picking up some papers to work on next week but there will be nothing else for me to do tonight.

Tomorrow I go to get fitted for my sleep apnea machine. I’ve been a mouth breather for as long as I can remember so I’ve been practicing to breath through my nose. I hope this works out and that it helps with my energy levels during the day. I’m doing much better at conserving my strength and stopping myself even if I haven’t finished whatever it is that I’m working on. As an example, I still haven’t taken the fabric out of the drier yet; in the “old” days it would be out and on the ironing board by now.

One last “normal” sleep tonight.

Saturday, September 9, 2023

Usually by the time Friday rolls around my mind convinces me it is Saturday. Today really is Saturday but my mind is certain it is Friday. All my days are pretty lazy but often they are even lazier on the weekend. I’ve had a relatively busy day today so perhaps that’s why I’m mixed up.

I started my morning back at the Hall accounting. I figured a few things out but still need more paperwork from the Board so until I get that I can’t do anything more. Jim brought around some papers but they were the wrong ones; he assures me he knows where the papers are that I need and he’ll have them for me tomorrow. The President promises to bring me some other paperwork that I need but she says she has to find it first.

I had two cards that needed to be finished for September and I was able to get one of them quilted and ready for hand stitching the binding before lunch. Although the quilting was pretty straight forward it involved several thread changes so it took me longer than I anticipated. I have the second card sandwiched and will get it quilted soon. I still have lots of time before they need to go in the mail.

I went for coffee with my sewing friend, Gail, this afternoon. We had a good chat and neither one of us had any intention of sewing. I almost took my hand stitching to do but decided that it is better for me right now if I don’t try to multi-task. Gail has quite a collection of fabric and she offers some of it for sale so I picked up some one-yard cuts for a new pattern I purchased a few weeks ago. We’ll try to get together once a week (but just to visit) because it is good for both of us.

On my way to Gail’s I stopped at one of the thrift stores. Pat wanted a small canister for Texada. I found one, plus a few other goodies. I got the second book in the Lord John series as well as an almost full box of envelopes. I use a lot of envelopes when I put together my Twelve Days packages. That project was top of mind today because I filled in the last of the blanks I had on my list.

On my way home I met a vehicle that was flashing its lights at me. I remember from the “old” days that it meant cops ahead. I expected a speed trap but when I came around the corner they had vehicles stopped in both directions. I was mentally prepared to be questioned. I knew where my registration papers were and I knew I still had a few days before my license expired. When it came to my turn I was waved through and he stopped the car on the opposite side of the road so I don’t know what they were checking for.

Friday, September 8, 2023

It’s been almost three weeks since I wrote anything. To be honest I had almost decided to abandon the blog entirely. One of the main reasons for starting my Journal was to help with my mental health. If I’m busy doing things and seeing people I don’t have time to be depressed. I’ve decided to keep going at this, although many of my posts may well be very boring. If, at any time, you want to stop receiving these messages please let me know. It won’t hurt my feelings a bit. And to be honest I really am doing it more for myself than for anyone else.

I’m back from several days on Texada and they were wonderful. Since Pat was recording I couldn’t make much noise so using my sewing machine was out of the question – it is a real clunker but there wasn’t anything that I felt I needed to get done so it didn’t bother me. I spent most of my time hand stitching – working on my first chicken block and catching up (almost) on my Pixie Lane houses. There was lots of time for reading too.

The garden beds are slowing down and not needing so much water now that cooler temperatures have arrived. I picked what I think will be my last gladiola stem this morning. The dahlias are still producing and, occasionally, I get a daisy or two flowering. The hydrangeas are still lovely, although two of the three look like they are winding down. On the deck the pots are going great guns, the strawberries are still producing although the peppers seem to be done.

After my time away I was concerned about the weeds in the driveway and on the patio, two of the spots I’m still responsible for. Although there are some weeds growing back they can be looked after in one session. I’m also responsible for the back side of the house (that no one sees); I still have two sections to work on but I was happy the part that I had already cleared hadn’t grown back. I expect the gardener will be back next week for another weeding session and she is going to spray the vinegar solution to help stop the weeds.

I went to the first Guild meeting last night. It was nice to see everyone again and I had several compliments on the yard improvements and my hair. I managed not to volunteer for anything, although I’d already committed to helping with some computer work for the Program Committee. I signed up for our Program Reveal party as well as the Hands Across the Water event that we are hosting but I have no responsibilities for either. I took pictures from the Show and Share section of the meeting so I’ll need to get those posted.

I was able to share my summer mystery quilt at the meeting, along with one other person who participated. I know there was one more woman working on it but she wasn’t at the meeting so I haven’t seen hers. I’ve decided that I will try to have something to show at each of the meetings – once a month shouldn’t be too hard to manage but if I don’t manage it I won’t stress over it.

While I was away I had a couple of calls about the Cranberry Hall accounting. I did some work over the phone this morning, had a visit from the fellow doing the books and I have a bit more homework to do. I am really having to hold back from saying I’ll return to the Board as Treasurer. Jim does a good job but he doesn’t fill in the details so it is hard to trace things back when there are questions from the accountants.

So after this long entry I’ll get back to my work before it’s time for Friday Night Baseball!